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Trauma Brain

by A Lovesick Paradox

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Was born a loser,
Way down in Palm Beach,
Moved to the East Coast,
My daddy never saw me cause he,
Loved to get wasted,
With all his best friends,
I truly believe,
The bastard never missed me but I,
Still had Nintendo,
Pokemon and Legos,
I made some best friends,
with Demons singing songs in my head,
Try staying busy,
Im just so lonely,
But when I grow up,
Man, I know that Ill be happy

So until then Ill invest,
and do my best in school,
Pretend that Im fine, stay in line,
And follow all the rules,
Never give up, Ill be tough,
But always keep my cool,
One day when I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else

A teenage loser,
Dropped out of ninth grade,
The work was easy,
But school was never really my thing,
I made a few friends,
Theyre in their twenties,
They gave me punk rock,
I think Im finally finding my place,
We love our whiskey,
and snorting cocaine,
Were always wasted,
Youll find us throwing up every night,
They keep me busy,
Why am I still lonely?
Hope I dont wakeup,
Maybe then someone would love me?

Think Im giving up,
Giving in,
Im not cut out for this,
Youll ask if Im fine,
But Ill lie,
I hate this skin Im in,
So go on ahead,
Made my bed,
Now time to lay in it,
I hope if I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else

Wound up a loser,
Decades of failure,
I lost those good friends,
Stealing from them just to get high
I miss my children,
They kept me going,
Became my father
What the fuck have I been doing? But its
Way too late now,
So Ill just lay down,
and load another rig,
To take me to my favorite place,
Ill shoot the baggie,
Then youll be happy,
If I dont wake up,
Then at least the drugs have loved me

Ive finally given up,
Bottoms up,
Ive got a date with death,
He'll make it all fine,
He'll rewind,
And start the clock again,
Ill see you again,
Try again,
I hope that this is it,
I know when I wake up
Ill find Im finally someone else
Someone else

I know you'll love me when Im someone else

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released April 10, 2022
All lyrics and music are composed and recorded by A Lovesick Paradox

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A Lovesick Paradox Lincoln, Nebraska

Just a mentally unstable existentialist hailing out of Lincoln, NE singing sad songs about love, life, drugs, and the ugly politics of it all. Check out alovesickparadox.com for all show dates, merch, and updates. Enjoy the shit show đź–¤

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